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Crushes are like little moments with ourselves. our bodies warm, our minds twinkle, our dreams come alive playing out stories for no one but ourselves. My brain works in weird ways when it comes to crushes. I rememeber having crushing all the way back in first and second grade. I remember that feeling and it doesn't feel much different then it does now. I have always had crushes. Some of my crushes last minutes, some hours, some are nothing more then a second that I share with someone on the street. I can have 90 crushes at a time and I can be faithful to all of them. My crushes can be about beautry, about talent, about an laugh, about the way someway flips there hair or wears a shirt, all messing.

Most days I can enter a room and find someone to crush on. My mind likes it. It is not that I love my girlfriend less or even that I want to be with that person. It is mostly about that spark that allows a fire to start and these little stories are played out for me....

on a side not this little blog on myspace cause a little fight between my girlfriend and me... go figure. SO I will repeat I love my girlfriend and have most of my crushes on her..... I had a big crush on her before we went out... It was because of this crush that we started going out.... that and walmart, super 8mm and modest mouse... but that is another story...